like l just wanna not live anymore. Not in a suicidal way but just tired. No particular exciting reason to continue going with my lame life. Of course my mother will miss me. And thinking of the pain she would feel .....

is it so bad to just not wanna exist? is it normal... because Ive felt this way for the pass 2 years going on 3.
Im not feeling sorry for myself. Im not a teenager.

l like Kainalu is response.

Maybe I will implode and then spontaneously combust.

Stop feeling sorry for yourself.

You're the only one that can make yourself feel better.

It is not bad. Teenagers always feel sorry for themselves. It is hormones.

It is not bad. Actually, to me, it is perfectly rational.

l can see why someone would get bored with life - l sure have: life has no meaning, & it is completely un-fulfilling.

Those who find joy in life is just easily-entertained, & those who find how dull & bland it is lye on the smarter side of humanity.

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dgbc - you're just mad because i'm making a perfectly logical point.

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wow. how'd u know my name is kainalu?

first of all..do not listen to the person above me. l think u should talk to a counselor or someone close to u about this. u gotta realize u wo not feel like this in the future..whether it is tomorrow or 7 years from now. u gotta live. & to help u get through this..i suggest u try meditating or doing some yoga, def. watch ''the secret'' & look up the law of attraction..and start thinking positive! think about all those people out there who have it worse than you. try writing a poem or story. what do u like to do? go for a long walk..think about things..GOOD things. u r strong. please, start thinking positive :)