l have been abused by my father.
l have faced a lot of shiit stuff at home.
three achizophrenic sisters.

i am unable to study for 8 years. l can not concentrate. my Every day starts with a lot of never ending chatter , my thinking is clouded. It is all doom and gloom in my head. l feel so miserable and tired inside my head.

Awe l am so sorry that u have to live like this & with this. No one deserves abuse. Your father is a horrible person for abusing you, u know its not u right? He is many issues of his own thats the first step is realizing that u r not wrong in any way. And living with 3 schizophrenic sisters it is freaking hard to deal with one person suffering with schizo. l think u need therapy because u have been thru so much emotional suffering that u r not going to be able to cure this on ur own, u r a great person & deserve to be treated so well. Just stay strong & consider getting some help to help raise ur self-esteem.

l got a psychiatric evaluation. The doctor placed me on medication and l have received many years of therapy. This is all part of the healing process. The best medication that has worked for me is Abilify. Hang in there and Good Luck

Where do l start. First off, yes u r clinically depressed & need help & l can certainly see where mental illness runs in ur family. Your Dad is an abuser, ur three sisters schizophrenic which is alot one family u know of course the schizophreic genes run in family but it does seem like u r depressed or maybe even schizophrenic/associative disorderYou may not be ablre to help them or be just a really sick family Even if u cant help them but u get some professional help before everything unwinds so get yourselve to a doctor who can help u . Good Luck & God speed.

Could l email you?