l love my boyfriend very much, and l tell him how much l love him all the time.He rarely says it back, and never says it unless l do.l think he loves me, but he is so afraid that l will depend on him too much. l am so suicidal, and l want nothing more than to end my life.l am trying so hard for my boyfriend, but I am starting to not see the point as he can barely even say, l love you, anymore after three years.I am just making him more miserable by feeling miserable myself.How can l hang in there for him?How does it feel to lose someone to suicide? l need to understand.Please.
A lot of people misunderstood.My boyfriend was my reason for living.l was not planning on taking my life because of him...

My good friend commited suicide & basically its mostly confusing. l think of him everyday. l cry often, because we were so close & similar in personality, & he was only 21 & had so much to live for. Theres nothing anyone can say to change the way u feel but thats something u have to do yourself.

In my opinion, just making it known, in public like this, means u want help & ur not a severely depressed person. most people who commit suicide usually dont show signs of being even somewhat sad, its held private for the whole time. So its good that ur seeking help.

It is pathetic.

it would feel terrible to everyone around you. think about how disappointed family & friends would be. think about how empty their lives would be without you. no matter who u r u mean so much to at least one person. even if it is not ur boyfriend! if he is making u feel this way, u should break up with him. trust me, l had the same problem & once l broke up with him, my life has been going uphill. l have a new set of friends, a better outlook on everything, no more suicidal thoughts or anything. l also had depression, but i'm so happy again! u will feel much better.

You know what, do not be that selfish.

The thing is, u r having trouble dealing with MAYBE breaking up with ur boyfreind.

Now how do u think that pain compares to losing a child to suicide?
Losing a best freind to suicide?
Losing a Neice to Suicide?
Losing ur student to suicide?

Because u can not be strong enough to deal with breaking up with a boyfreind, who u can easily replace. u r willing to pass on a pain that is 1000 times greater to ur parents, friends, aunts/uncles, teachers, classmates.

Its pretty selfish if u ask me, u cant be strong enough to deal with losing a boyfreind, so u will ask everyone who knows & loves u to be strong enough to deal with ur death. NICE!!!

Seek help.spare everyone else the pain.

Your not hanging in there for him your hanging in there for you.
Us men do not need to say the same thing over and over to him it just goes without saying that he loves you is there a reason other then him not saying it that you doubt he loves you.
Suicide will not help him or you for that matter.

Sorry to say it but u really need to hang in there for yourself. Like really u do. l know that u r concerned about him, but u really have to be concerned about you. You cannot help the way that u feel. But he could help u by being a little more supportive. l mean l do not know the whole situation but being there is what is most important. Out of all the things that l have been through just knowing that l had somebody by my side was enough to get me through. Get yourself healthy first. Go talk to somebody, anything. Right now u need to work on you. As for the suicide, l have not lost anybody to it thankfully. But there was a time this year that l thought that l would lose myself to it. All l know is that l would leave people hurt & confused.

go to a spa. smoke some weed. say fuck it to all ur stresses & just relax. & it is a real pain in the ass when people commit suicide. people here love u & blah blah whatever they like u & they get sad when u die.

you're important. u mean nothing to me but u mean a sh*tload to the people who r close to you. picture losing ur mom, best friend, or ur boyfriend. in this case u obviously show that u care for ur boyfriend. now how would u feel if he killed himself but u were trying so hard to make him happy.

pretty selfish right?
so dont die.