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Is it okay to get completely drunk every once in a while if it is your only source of happiness
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Trabiezo     Reply with quote
l only get completely drunk about once every month or month and a half (l do not drink at all between then). It really is the only time l genuinely feel happy. It has been about 5 years of bitter suicidal depression/depersonalization disorder, and besides my occasional drinking binge, I've never really felt happy. l do not remember what 'normal' (aka non-alcohol induced) happiness is.
Is that bad? l have been beating myself up over this for months, and l feel so exhausted with fighting myself and my depression lately that l really can not function anymore.
Please help me.

BTW- l have been on more popular anti-d is then l can count over the 5 years l have been dealing with this. l only started drinking the past year. And a side note, l get no hangovers either which can be good and bad....(pro- hey, no sickness in the morning! con- l do not learn)...
Pinglash     Reply with quote
Well, do not beat yourself up over it. l am looking forward to getting drunk at a wedding this weekend. It has been about 6 months & l currently have no drinking problem. l just want to experience it even though l am taking a risk of who knows what happening to me mentally the next day. Am l stupid? l would say so, but knowing that wo not stop me. l look for a thrill every now & then.

Medication works wonders for depression & u can get some from ur regular doctor. You should take care of the depression before u decide to drink again. A lot of times people self medicate with alcohol. It is so common. I've been there. God bless. l said a prayer for you. You will get better.
Psaa     Reply with quote
For maintaining ur physical health & mental health, it is better if u can be moderate.

About happiness, nobody can judge. Your happiness should be acknowledged by other sane person. One can simply lie that he is happy when he is really not happy. Or one may not know what is real happiness & just blabber. Categorizing like normal happiness, abnormal happiness, below normal happiness is difficult. There is no barometer.

You look to be a self-made person. What help is expected by u ? Moral, physical or monetary help ?
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