because l hate myself and wanna get real sick. but
nothing happend to me yet

OMG go to the emergency room! Tell em you want to die and they can help you not want to die and plus kitchen cleaner will just make you feel sick or eat out your stomach then you will still be alive suffering .
l know a person who did that and survived and now they have no stomach and are always suffering from it.

You r not helping anything by trying to hurt yourself. Please stop.
Do not consume a single thing more. Call ur doctor. Ask for advice, CALMLY. Get yourself together & work it out. Do not let anything get the best of you, ever. Be strong. Pick up the phone. Do not freak out, whatever u do. Call ur doctor & ask. If u do not have a doctor, call a pharmacy. Do it now.
And get yourself somebody to talk to once a week. Take care of ur life, stop abusing it & yourself. Everyone deserves better including you.

The great thing about yourself is that you can always change it. You can change your life and the people your around. Go to an emergency room please. You obviously wish you did not do it because your on here and you mixed it with coke so you would not have to taste it. Help yourself. Then make something of yourself and you wont hate yourself. Get out and help people and you will feel better and help others to feel better too. Hurry up and go the emergency room. please.