Like how long would it take for people to notice I am dead,who would come to my funeral, would people cry if l died.
But my main thought is if people would even notice if l died.
Is this normal?

l go through that once in a while. My suicidal thoughts have stopped but sometimes l get a little low and think that maybe death would not be so bad.
l should tell my psychiatrist this but l do not want another hospitalization or a change in my meds.

Everyones going to ask themselfs that question some time in life. The truth is yes, people will notice your gone. Yes, people will come to your funeral(more then you'd think.) Yes, people do care about you even if you dont know it. Dont worry luv

sounds like you are depressed. it is normal if you only have these thoughts once in a while.but if you are preoccupied with it, l think you may be depressed and should see counseling.

l think everyone questions suicide. But pondering whether people will miss you is completely different than actually taking the step to commit suicide. The reason you're currently on the internet asking this question rather than tying up the noose is your sense of self. l am sure you realise you still have things to offer this world, and you're right. Whatever you're feeling will pass though. And yes, it is surpisingly normal.